Sign Up 100% FREE to Get In Touch
Join Nowcrowdraven Profile Information
look into the dark to find the light
Age 38 From Indianapolis, Indiana -
Online - Over 2 weeks ago Man Seeking A Woman
Basic Information
I Can Speak | English, Spanish |
|
I Would Describe Myself As | I've always found it hard to truly describe myself, although I know myself quite well sometimes I remain a mystery even to myself. I've always been used to spending time by myself, so I guess that makes me a loner, I dont really mind loneliness because I'm so used to it, but at times I simply cannot bare it. I'm never really comfortable out in public around people I dont know, and I am always afraid to get close to people because I simply dont trust anyone. I am a very private person, I tend to always keep things to myself. I am reluctant and reclusive even to those closest to me. I am a misserable bastart most of the time which is something people dont understant about me, but its not that I want to be, its just what I'm used to, and I tend to cling to things that I am most used to because they are things that have become a part of me, like an organ or a limb, I simply cannot live without them. I have my bad moods and good moods just like everyone else, but my bad moods are so much worst because of my anger problem. Most of the time I am calm and collected, cold as well as intelectual and calculating, I am a slow thinker and I always think deeply about everything. I do like to laugh though, and I am quite the commedian and even act flamboyant but mostly only around my cousin and my sister because I am comfortable enough around them that it allows me to be that way. I'd like to think that I have a strong sense of right and wrong, and I've always been like that ever since I was a child which has made me headstrong and difficult, especially when I contradict people about things I beleive are true about how they can truly behave which is something no one likes to hear especially when its something bad. I am dirrect and to the point but alot of times I have difficulties explaining what it is I feel. I can also describe myself as a dark person. I tend to cling to darkness alot, only because it makes me feel comfortable, I have always found rest and solace within it. I am still young and finding out new things about myself. I am nowhere near perfect but I know that with time I will become a better person, a better man. Wisdom is something that always guides me, I am a seeker of knowladge and I am learning much by experience everyday. |
|
Sign | Leo |
Appearance & Situation
My Body Type Is | Slim |
|
My Height Is | 5' 10 (1.78 m) |
|
My Eyes Are | Brown |
|
My Ethnicity Is | Hispanic/latino |
|
My Marital Situation Is | Single |
|
I Have Kids | No |
|
I Want Kids | Yes |
|
My Best Feature Is | Smile |
|
Body Art | Pierced... But Only Ear(s) |
|
My Hair Is | Black |
|
I Have One Or More Of These | Cat, No pets |
|
Willing To Relocate | Yes |
Status
My Education Level Is | High School Diploma |
|
My Current Employment Status Is | Full-time |
|
I Live | With Roomate(s) |
|
I'm A Smoker | Yes - Socially |
|
I Drink | Yes - Often |
Personality
Back In High School, I Was A | Quiet One |
|
My Social Behavior Is | Shy, Observant, Anti-social, Comedic, Flirtatious, Dark, Strange |
|
My Interest And Hobbies Are | Arts & Crafts, Learning, Music, Movies, Internet, Games, Family, Dining, Cooking, Cars, Computers |
|
My Idea Of A Great Time Is | Staying At Home, The Movies, Relaxing, Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Playing Video Games, Going To A Concert |
|
An Ideal First Date Would Be | Go to dinner, prefferably Chineese buffet, then a movie, take a walk in a cementary while conversating, find some attraction, and at the end of the night if we can still stand each other plan for a second date. Afterwards make sure to get ya home safe, and end it with a good nights kiss, depending on how we feel. :) |
|
I've Always Wanted To Try | I'm open minded to anything really. |
|
My Friends Describe Me As Being | Friendly, Someone They Want To Be, Cool, Obscure |
Views
My Religion Is | Other |
|
My Political Views Are | I Don't Like Politics |
|
My Goal In Life Is | To find some sort of happines and solace, to find a place were I truly belong, and find someone that will love me for everything that I am. To find out what I was meant for, my purpose. Have at least one child within the next decade, I beleive a man's greatest test in life is to be a good father. |
|
My Kind Of Humor Is | Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure, Sadistic |
Taste
On Tv, I Always Watch | Cartoons, Movies, Reality Shows, Re-runs |
|
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A | Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Horror, Thriller |
|
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To | Rock, Metal, Industrial |
|
When I Read, I Always Read | Biography, Comic |
Looking for
What Do You Find Attractive? | Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Empathy, Boldness, Spontaneity, Flirtatiousness, Wit, Thoughtfullness |
|
What Do You Look For? | I look for someone with alot of the same qualities as me, someone with similar likes and dislikes. Someone I can spend all my time and energy on and wont be bothered to spend most of their time with me, but most important, they must be loyal and trustworthy. Once I fall in love I am not afraid of it, I need someone who will allow themselves to fall completely in love, I need that someone to fight for it and never give up on it, and a little possessiveness dosent hurt either. I need passion and commtement, which does not necessarely mean marrige. I am very passionate myself, I am the type that would give up everything and die a thousand times for the one I love. Quoting Marilyn Manson, "I want to be eaten alive by somebody I was in love with." Meaning I want that person to take all of me, to take everything that I am and embrace it. Love is all or nothing, and thats the only way I want it. |
|
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? | Committed |